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so this isnt rlly a blog more like a life stories page where i write my stories and hopefully somebody reads them. i hope somebody does because im empty :<<<

My bsf is mad at me and i think shes gonna leave me forever and forget about me.

Hey yaal i am making this post after a rlly short time than my last one. I just finished school and i stayed at the school w my g bsf and she logged in into her instagram accoun on my phone. I i said lol dont forget to logout she said yeah yeah dwdwd about it ill log out. She didnt logout LMFAO so like couple of minutes ago i told her that im gonna login just to have some fun and troll w her she said dont but i didnt listen. And i logged in and imidiately i started messaging myself and we spammed my account and then i started messaging one of her friends. I just messaged her friend which was also my friend to ask if hes good or if he has epilepsy cz he had a seizure like 2 days ago when he was going to school, he fell down the stairs. IK down the stair seems funny I TOUGHT THEY WERE LYING AT FIRST BUT IT WAS TRUE!! I FEEL SO BAD! anywho i started asking him if hes okay when is he gonna come to school yk the normal talks he said hes good and she started messaging him that i was typing them which i said yes im typing cz she told him that her acc is on my phone and she logedout but i found a way to log back in w/o a password. And she got rlly mad and started messaging him that she hates me and that she dosent want to see me again. I just spammed her on snapchat she hasn't replied. I miss her already :( this was all my fault.

I have the most wonderfull girlfriend ever.

1 month ago when it was 1st of januar i started messaging on instagram with a girl that i knew irl and was rlly cool! But, i didnt tought that we would be anything more than friends. So we started chatting hanging out and the seccond time we hung out she also brought another girl with us which was pretty cool and im still friends with her but shes in skopje :< so i cant rlly hangout w her. But my gf is a girly scouty and she does rlly cool shit. On 14 of february (valentines) She made me the cutest gift ever!. A book where u pull down a page and all of the other pages went down with it. Thats the most amazing gift ive ever gotten. I love her!!! Ill protect her in any cause and in any way just so she can be okay. Id give my life to her. She means alot to me. And not just that we only have been thru one argument which we survived but shes such a good person! Shes is also a really good friend to me. We promised eatchother if we ever broke up we would still be friends. The best part is her mom and step dad is fine w me being her bf because they like me as a person too! But... her biological dad told her that if she ever got a boyfriend he would rip his organ out and burn his body. Im.... kinda scared by that fact but bro he is protecting her if yk what i mean. Im not touchy i love here for who she is and i wouldnt trade her for anybody in the world!

I got accepted into my high school!

So 1 month ago i applied for a high school somwhere in europe (greece). The admissions test was rlly stressfull because i had to study and learn so many stuff in a month. It was stressfull hard but worth it. Now since im accepting... im overthinking alot.. if i find friends or if the teachers will like me because im balkan and alot more stuff! since im gonna be in a dorm ill have some privacy and freedom of what i do. ill still stay up all night playing homebrew on my psp or just coding or playing video games! Im not a bad student but im not the best. My current grades are rlly shitty because i focused more on the admissions test than school because i didnt want to fail it and dont get into the school. Today 2/18/2025 i got a screenshot from my dad of the email saying that im in. I was jumping in excitement and happiness, my classmates started laughing at me because im going to boarding school because greece was macedonian and that i should not go there. Fuck them they always start talking about politics but who cares i got in!!! Im so happy and i finally made my first prototype of my anki bot! Thanks for listening to me :3 <3